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| thought i'd give you an update... things are good...I'm workin alot keeping busy. trying to stay social as well. it's will be better when i finally have a car...which will hopefully be sooooon. that's about it really. just work. I'm a photo tech nerd. never thought i would be able to say that. ha ha. I miss home. I miss abby and my guys and my kids and my church. I hope these next two years fly by. | | |
| I wish I was home. I wish i could quit college...or at least go somewhere else. but then i'd be a failure. I'd be too scared to face them if I failed. Everything is set up for me here. If I changed schools I'd have to start all over. Its easier to stay...even though I'm unhappy. I wish I could just disappear. Then I wouldn't have to face the disappointments. I wish I could just start over a new life...somewhere else. | | |
| busy busy busy....that's my life at the moment. Spring break was amazing. Can't wait to go home for Easter. Miss the family and friends. Goin to a Norma Jean and The Chariot Concert that friday. It's gonna be good. I havn't been to a concert since last summer. Ok, back to my busy life. Later. | | |
| whoa, i forgot about this xanga thing....I guess it's time to do something with it. um....break sucked. i'm glad to be back in TN with friends. I seems like I don't have any friends at home anymore. But that's okay I guess, I have good true friends here. Rooming with Molly is great..better then I thought it would. I thought we would fight all the time but we have so much fun. I miss Elaine hard core. Elaine, come back soon! My mom and I are not on good terms right now. I'm trying to break away from her controling grasp and she's fighting it and being a total bitch in the process...which doesn't make me want to be around her...i don't know how she thinks that's going to work. I hate Linda in the kitchen with a passion. I wanted to switch my job to house keeping and she won't let me. I guess technically she can keep me for another semseter and that's exactly what she's doing. Umm....let's see....I'm excited about my classes..i know tons of people in them and I feel pretty motivated for some reason. Like i'm ready to do work and learn..crazy I know. And i'm excited about having weekend's free this semester. I can actually do stuff with friends and go on road trips like I use too. I guess that's pretty much it for now. i'll try to stay updated on this thing...if i can remember. ha ha. | | |
| There's a burning in my heart everyday
I come to you, I look to you and say
When will I become everything that you've intended me to be
I'm beating at my chest everyday
I run to you, I come to you and say
When will I become everything that you've intended me to be
I am so tired, I am so beaten
From walking down the road of shattered dreams
I am so lonely I am so broken
Won't you come, won't you rescure me
I am so tired, I am so tired, I am so tired, I am so tired
[I'll be the light inside of you and won't let go of you]
Come rescure me, won't you come, won't you come
I'm calling out your name --Kids in the Way
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